this is my m.o..
a deadline approaches
and ‘boom!’ my head is instantly
full of new ideas inside and new designs that i feel i must explore or i will burst
but, the deadline is the priority.
so, i plow ahead at the task at hand
waiting impatiently to finish so that i might
play with the new ideas.
thankfully, the new ideas (though they churn around a bit)
do wait impatiently for me.
tomorrow morning the deadline and all its details will be conquered
and happily behind me.
then the new ideas can burst dramatically into bloom.
this, however, will not stop them in a few month’s time
from being the new deadlines that i am cramming to get past.
i need a new, more consistently even, m. o..